I really hate tracking my expenses, cos it's just troublesome, and it's not like I'll proactively make changes to my spending habits due to tracking my expenses. 

As mentioned many times, I don't buy stuff, so that in itself controls my expenses.
My current monitoring of my expenses is pretty much to understand how freegan life changes has helped reduced my overall expenses and also to have a look at all my special/misc expenses.

Cos it seems like every month, there's always a special expense that crops up. 
So I'm thinking, over a long period, special expenses isn't really special anymore, and basically it means that special expenses are monthly normal expenses. 

Expenses this month really went through the roof.
​Mainly due to the special expenses.

My wife had a dental expense half paid last month $600, an $700 paid this month.

We went to Taiwan, $636 for our hotel for the both of us. 
My wife sponsored her family to go so this expense is doubled. 
My wife also sponsored the flight tickets which were paid for some time back already.
Food in Taiwan was covered by my wife's family.

Business food and transport is $187.95. 
The flights to follow my wife were paid for last month.

Gifts are small things like buying some edibles from Taiwan for my wife's colleagues, or buying coffee or a meal for friends. $31.50.

The wedding gift of $100 is a red packet for my wife's colleague. 

Actual living expenses is just $237.15.
But this is cheating a bit cos we were out of the country for 2 weeks. 
Although I don't think this would increase by much if I were in Singapore cos I would have gotten most of my stuff for free anyway. 

So I'm sure you all realize by now, my greatest expense is my wife. 
LOL, I'm kidding, anyway, she's working so she can do more or less what she wants. 

Which is one of the reasons why I broke down the expenses, cos sometimes, it's hard to determine who's expenses are who's, cos our expenses are still ours as a whole family. 
Whatever my wife does and her decisions will still impact our total savings rate and overall AUM. 
But some readers may want to see my personal expenses which I would think are super low. 
But yet as a household, it's hard to keep total expenses low cos it won't be fair to impose the same standards on my wife. The only thing I can do is to just provide free food and stuff so that her daily meals are free as well. 

Hopefully in the next few months, expenses will stabilize and we won't have special expenses anymore and for one month we can just have one nice small number. But maybe that's impossible cos something always crops up? Another holiday? Other replacement items? etc... 

Maybe I've always been confident in keeping my living expenses low, but in real life, all the other special expenses are also considered living expenses so... maybe my real expenses aren't as low as I deem it to be... 
Oh well, let's monitor for a few more months, or maybe til the end of the year to see how this works out.


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There's a couple of vids on freegans and what the freegans do...

The first one is done up by a couple of NTU students for a project.

The 2nd one is by CNA.

And the 3rd one is by NUS.

It's interesting cos... Based on how it's presented, freeganism can be made to look better or worse.
It can look shady or above board.
Dirty or clean.

And yet, it's all the same thing.
But perceptions will change due to the presentation and will attract or repulse people.

It's the same as marketing. Put 2 same items side by side with different packaging and prices. People will just think the more expensive one is the better quality item.
Unfortunately, human brains are wired as such and we can be so easily fooled.

Anyway, if you have the time, have a look thru the videos and comment on how each one makes you feel.
Cos... You know... We ARE trying ways to improve the image of freegans so that more people can join.

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I just had a conversation with a fellow freegan. It was quite interesting cos it gave me some fresh perspective.

I think many of us know that cooking at home isn't really cheap. In SG, cooking at home is about as expensive as eating out. But usually we get better quality stuff at home and it's healthier.

But for freegans, we get a lot of our food for free. And I'm really happy with it. Cos I get free food and I can cook it. And you know what they always say, free food just tastes better.

But during my conversation with my freegan friend, she says she doesn't get much additional happiness from eating free food.
And that baffled me.... I was like... HUH???

And she said. Yea free food doesn't really make me happier, furthermore, most of the food I get is raw.
And once again I was like... HUH!!!
Raw is War.
That's the best form. I love it when I get raw food. Cos I can craft it into whatever I want. I can cook it however I want.
When I get precooked food, I don't have much choice to adjust the flavours anymore.

And that's when I realized...
I've been taking for granted my ability to cook.
Now, I'm not saying I'm a great cook. I think I can make healthier meals at home. Which taste good enough. Meaning I'm willing to sacrifice some taste for a healthier, less salt, less oil meal. So it's a trade off.
Whereas for my freegan friend... She doesn't or can't cook. Or isn't used to cooking for herself. So to her, getting raw food is pretty pointless to her.

And this realization made me look at things in a different light. Cos... Basically I've been taking a lot of things for granted. Like... I've been watching my mum cook since I was very young, so I more or less know how flavours work and blend and all that.
Whereas my friend doesn't cook, so getting raw food is pretty much useless to her. Or more troublesome.

Also, food knowledge is also useful when it comes to preparation and preservation. Like, after I get my free produce, I know what I need to do to process them, clean them up, cut them, lightly cook them, and how to best preserve them, or what to do before freezing them, canning them, etc.
And apparently this isn't really common knowledge... The thing is, I've been watching these since young, so it's really normal stuff for me, so I take it for granted that everyone should know it, but in truth, it's not a general knowledge kind of thing.

This led me to think about other stuff which I take for granted. Like being frugal. I've been frugal since very young. My dad taught me to be frugal. Although now when I look back, he wasn't really frugal himself.
So when I look at things now, I assess the value of the item before I buy something. IF I ever buy it at all. I take some effort to memorise some prices for estimation so that when I see things, I'm able to better assess if something is worth buying or whether I can get a better deal elsewhere.

Sounds like a normal ability? Apparently that's not entirely common. I know many people who just buy stuff without assessing the value of the item. Just feel like buying them just buy.
A lot of people don't see the relationship between their money, their decisions and their future.

And what else do I take for granted.
Well probably the ability to understand Cantonese and Hokkien. I've never officially learnt them, but my grandmothers conversed in dialect so I managed to learn some to be able to speak a little and understand.
My wife isn't good with her dialect.
I know my nephew's will probably not learn them.
It's a bit sad cos I can see that our next few generations will slowly lose their ability to speak their dialect, which to me is a sad thing cos it's a lot of our history and culture.

And the thing is, all of us have these different small skills which we take lightly that we have obtained since young that we don't think much about.
And it's only when we talk to others and realize that many others don't have these skills that we realize that these abilities are pretty unique. Especially within your own generation.

Then again I wonder... Am I unique within my own generation? Or how unique am I? Or maybe the few years around 1982 are the years straddling the old generation and the new generation and I'm one of those standing in the middle. Who appreciates the old generation and culture and yet understand the new generation.
Or maybe my sample size is too small.
Or maybe I'm just an old uncle in a 36 year old body.
Or maybe I AM an old uncle already. LOL


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I got called by a headhunter recently.
This made me go into a confused state of mind.
Should I go for the interview? Should I not? What if I get it? What if I really like the role? Am I missing out if I don't go for it?

I was pretty stressed up for the past couple of days.
You see. The thing is, I've been pretty restless lately. And I was thinking, maybe if I got a job which I didn't mind and I could farm it for maybe 3-4 years and quit again, it might be fun.
And the role was something which I had experience in and probably wouldn't mind doing for a couple of years.

So I was really considering going for the interview.
And my wife and some friends said I should just go for the interview and see first.
But that's not how I do things. You see. If I go for the interview, I will need a mindset of getting the job. I can't go in with the mentality that I want to just go for fun, or to find out more.
I must be prepared, that IF they offer me, would I take it? And I need to answer the question first before starting the process.
Else it would be a waste of my time and efforts.

This is different from having a job and going for interviews to see if you should change company. Cos as long as the pay is good or the scope is worthy, then it's worth going for the interview to see how first.
This is not the same in my case.
It's not about the money, it's whether this decision would be good for the household.

And the thoughts kept bouncing through my mind. Should I just go for the interview? Then see how? I haven't even gotten an offer, why should I bother to get stressed up?
But that's the thing right. If I have no intention to take up the job, why should I even bother going for any interview?

And my wife wasn't much help at all. Cos she was just telling me to go for the interview first and see how.

And so we had to go into a proper discussion about this.
For me, I was quite interested to go for the interview.
But I was thinking, is this the best thing for the both of us?
With me working, we would have little time to spend with each other, she would be traveling around 1-2 weeks per month, I would probably finish work and reach home by 630pm earliest for dinner and by the time we have settled down after dinner, it would be 8pm. Which leaves us 2 hours to get our laundry done and any other chores before we prep up for the next day.
Not to mention, weekends would have to be spent on ironing and other chores. And we won't get home cooked food on a daily basis.

And this is a normal life, absolutely nothing wrong with it. But is this the best thing for us at our current state of life?

My wife's opinion of this was that... If I am really interested in the role, then I should go ahead and try it out.
It would be selfish for her to not allow me to go for the interview although she would prefer the status quo.

So our discussion boiled down to...
1. She would prefer the status quo cos it allows us the flexibility to be together and we have a lot of free time to be together and I can follow her on her biz trips.

2. It would be fun for me to pursue a job for a couple of years as I'm a little bored currently.

3. We have no monetary issues currently or in the foreseeable future.
For me to get a job, just cos I'm a little bored, would create a worse off situation for the household. Basically our quality of life would decrease, just to stock up more AUM which is hardly required. It's a good to have more than a need to have.

So long story short, we came to a decision that I will not be going for the interview. Simply cos it doesn't improve our quality of life.

I do wonder if it's considered a sacrifice on my part. Cos I am a little interested in the role for fun, maybe just for a couple of years. But yet I also like my current lifestyle and supporting the household in my own way.
But I do foresee that if I were to get the job, a lot of things would change, like, we wouldn't have so much time together. Maybe 25% of the month she would be out of the country, less free time on weekends, etc.
The feeling is quite strange cos this dilemma is quite unique. Also it makes me think, IF my old boss asked me to go back, without a need for interview, then how? What would I do? Would I go and take my old job back for another couple of years?
No point thinking about that now, I'll just have to cross that bridge if I ever get to it.


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sometimes we take it for granted ppl are as smart as us or as experienced as us, etc.

this post made me remember to be more tolerant to others

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I was talking with a friend recently.
And I was talking about curating my life or lifestyle.
And she mentioned it's like a gardener.
Removing the weeds and planting the seeds and letting the good things grow.

And I think that's pretty much what I've been trying to do.

Keep the good things and remove the rubbish.
Like... I've been always trying to cut off negative people from my life. People who don't agree with what I do, I let them go.
Or people who do things which I find... Irrational and maybe they are right. I also try to avoid them. Absolutely nothing wrong with what they do. Just for me, it blows my mind when I see people do illogical things and it makes my mind go crazy.
Personally, I don't like unnecessary stress on my mind.

And I realize I do this for a lot of aspects in my life.
Like my freegan activities. I've cut off a lot of stuff and just focused on getting free food for my daily life. That's the most important thing for me, cos I don't really need the other stuff. And for me, the excess brings clutter or I may need to find someone to give the items to.
I still pick up items if they fall right in front of me. But I don't proactively go and hunt for things.

And for me, I think this has helped me to attain a more constant flow of stability.
I craft my life to try to attain a constant flow of positivity. I try to keep it at a low level of happiness and consistency instead of a life full of us and downs. For me, I'd rather keep a constant level of low consistent happiness than large movements of happiness and stress or unhappiness.
It just works better for me.

This also means I might cut off good things from my life.
Like... I think a job may be fun to pursue. Maybe it adds +100 points of happiness from money gained, and maybe it gives me -90 points of stress and unhappiness.
So maybe I cut this off cos the ratio isn't good. It's still positive happiness, but the volatility is too much for me.

I'd prefer something which may give me +10 happiness but -0 points of stress.

It's similar to freegan activities.
Food is boring. Just take some vegetables. The dollar value is also barely there. But it's good constant free food.
Compared against dumpster diving for merchandise. That's really fun and I could probably obtain a lot of cool items. But theres effort involved and I get clutter and need to find a way to dispose or pass on the stuff to someone else.
So there's a lot of plus points and also a lot of minus points which I don't like. So I've pretty much stopped doing that.

And sometimes I also feel quite bad when I decline to go for some group gatherings, it's fun to meet up sometimes, and it's good to keep in contact with people, but occasionally.
I really don't like group gatherings. One on one lunches are fine with me. I just find meeting in a group too tiring for my old self.

And this is really a personal decision, cos I know I've lost stuff by doing this, I've lost other good experiences but also avoided experiences that I don't like. So it's a trade off and I'm ok with it.
For me, I want to conserve my energy. Spend time and effort on things that I like and avoid people, activities or things that I don't really like.
It's pretty much trying to focus on the stuff with I feel are worthy of my attention.
Although I do feel I do miss out on some other stuff. But it's a trade off I'm willing to make.


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I find it quite interesting that being an unambitious loser is a problem.
I mean... I really don't care and I really love to identify myself as one.

I get comments especially from my mum about my current lifestyle. She doesn't say it straight out. But she hints at my lack of ambition and idleness.
And usually, I get agitated.
Somehow I have this expectation that she'd understand and leave me alone.

And basically that's what I want. Just for people to leave me alone. Or I will leave them alone.
And that's really simple with friends.
Most of my friends don't bother about my lifestyle. Or maybe it's cos I've selected very few people whom I classify as friends. And for people who don't understand me. Or they can't keep an open mind that other lifestyles exist, I just leave them alone. And it's really easy to lose contact with people.

And it's very easy to filter out people who are open minded and the folk will accept what I am doing.
I just tell them that I'm an unambitious loser. If they don't accept it. Then "ok bye take care".
It's really easy to just cut off the negative people out of my life.

The idea is very simple for me. I don't really hide who I am. I just let it out. If people accept it. Good, I can get closer to such people. If they don't accept it. Also good, cos I know I can just dump those folks and grow my relationships with people whom I think are cool.

Have I lost "friends"?
Yes of course I have.
But they were never friends to begin with. And I'll do better without them.
So I don't really think too much about hiding who I am from others especially those whom I want to find out whether to keep them or dump them.
Better to find out sooner than later.

Then there are folks whom I don't talk too much to. Or those whom I'm lazy to explain myself.
Like people whom I haven't met in years.
And likely I won't meet them again. And I really can't be bothered to tell them my story. So usually I just tell them I'm unemployed. It's easier. Then they don't ask so many questions.

The thing is.... I can't really avoid my mum. So it gets troublesome sometimes.

I don't really meet my relatives often so those are easy to handle. I just say I'm unemployed. Like how I handle any other folks whom I don't meet often.

The best thing about being unemployed is that I currently meet a lot of new people who are similar to myself.
Who are not from my past. Who aren't in my old industry. And it allows me to form new impressions with like minded people. And I don't have to be someone I'm not. The problem with staying employed or at work is that we usually end up having to interact with people who are the usual folk... Consumers, ambitious, etc.

Their lifestyles are absolutely fine. Nothing wrong with being a normal consumer. But as much as I leave them alone and they can do whatever they want with their lives, I hope that they leave me alone. Which is rarely the case.
Somehow, people like it when others are like themselves. Or when they themselves are like others.

See... The thing is... I'm ok with bring an unambitious loser. I'm ok with that.
Just that I hope people just leave me alone. I'm not defined by the job I do. My friends know that. Why are we friends? Cos we share certain values, interests, I treat them well, with respect, etc.
Working or not... I don't think that's what is a key criteria to determine whether I should be friends with someone or not.

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Ok so I'm back in SG for a day. 

This story has been making it's rounds around the internet, I don't really know the source. 
But it does strike a chord with me. 

And so begs the question... How many people would have come for you when you are in trouble? 

And this is the amazing thing... sometimes, you never know. 
Some people whom you think will come may not come, some people whom you think would not come might turn up. 

This is one of the amazing things about leaving your job. 
Posted the same thing in an old post here. 
I recently met a friend whom I meet once every quarter. She's not the kinda person whom I expected to keep in contact with me. High flying person on the corporate ladder, high position, etc...
And it made me think about friends again...
Who I've been keeping regular contact with, even though some friends I meet once a year. 
They are still considered friends. 
Some I meet once a month, some once a quarter, etc... 

And others, I know, likely I would never meet them again.
It's quite amazing. 
Cos... you really never know, til something happens. 
You may think... oh I'm really close with so and so... but when something happens, they aren't around. 
And you'd be pleasantly surprised at who will turn up.

So... how many friends do you think will turn up when you are in trouble? 
How sure are you?


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A very interesting question posed by reader calvi.

I'm very receptive of my mortality.
I am very aware that I could die anyday. So I'm very open to talk about death and stuff like that. For me, I think it's always better to plan and be ready instead of regretting when not ready. Cos death usually comes unexpectedly and not according to plan.

Well, a bucket list is usually just a list of stuff someone wants to do before they kick the bucket.

I haven't really thought about a bucket list for myself.
Cos personally, I feel like a leaf floating in the wind and letting the wind take me where it wants me to go.
Also, there's some stuff I would like to do, but my wife doesn't do it so I can't be bothered to do them as well. Cos I wouldn't be able to do it often enough for it to be worth doing.

So there's probably 2 parts of the list.
1) A list of stuff I'd really want to do before I die.

2) A list of good to have stuff or experiences. If have have, else it's ok for me to forgo. It's not stuff that I really really want to accomplish else I'd feel that I've missed out on life.

So let's start...
1. Top on the list. I would say I would want to travel more.
I haven't visited a lot of countries.
I've been to the US when I was young. Didn't see much cos it was all fun and games. I'd like to return there to look at the people and culture. Probably California, New York, Texas.

No real interest in South America.
Canada is a good to have. Somehow it never made it on the to do list.

For the Europe region, I was really happy to cross out France and the UK last year.
I still would like to visit Italy, Germany, Switzerland, maybe Spain.

Probably Norway, Denmark as well. But these are similar to Canada.
New Zealand is on this list as well.

The thing about travelling is... The nouveau riche has made it pretty uncool to be traveling to these places. Cos it's like everyone's been there done that.
And yet, I know many people have only seen the pretty sights and few have seen the real lives of the locals when they visit.

I've had the unfortunate experience if listening to a country bumkin gush about the sights in Korea, Japan, Norway, etc.
But yet know nothing of the lives of the people there, their history, political, cultural challenges, etc.
In my mind, I was pretty much thinking... You could probably just see those landmarks in pictures on Google Maps.

Oh one interesting thing I would like to do under this category is climb mount Fuji. But that's going to be tough. Cos my wife isn't the sporty sort so... It's highly unlikely we'll ever be incentivized enough to actually do it.

2. There's a bunch of skills I would like to acquire. But yet they likely won't be acquired, cos there's no real use for them. I would hardly have the opportunity to utilize them so I don't really have any drive to actually learn them.
One particular skill is diving. It's one of those things I've an interest in but never got down to doing it. Also, I'll probably never get the chance to do it cos my wife doesn't like sporting activities so I'll likely never learn it.
Learning it is easy, just a couple of hundred for the course. But to me, no point if I'm not going to use it.

Same as to learn how to ride a motorcycle. Just a personal interest to learn, but yet, no real drive to get it done. Cos I don't think I'll ever want to drive a motorcycle on the road.


I don't know... Maybe I'm weird. I don't have much I would like to do before I go. I actually quite perfectly happy doing nothing and hanging around reading stuff on the internet. There's a lot of knowledge out there which I love to read and learn about. Youtube and Wikipedia are my best friends.

I have friends who encourage me to go sky diving, but I've no real interest in it. I see little point in doing it. Like... What does it teach me? What will I learn from it? And yet, maybe I don't know. Maybe it could be a life changing decision to make me look at life in a different perspective just by jumping out of a plane. Who knows?

I think personally, my interest is in acquiring new knowledge or information. So things like... Seeing Niagara falls has little value to me. It's just a view. I've learnt nothing from it.
What typically interests me is whether I have a fresh new perspective or learnt something.
So like... Looking at people and their lives. That's educational for me.

This post has really made me reflect more upon my life.
Cos I ask myself. If I die today, what would I be sad about? What would I have left undone? What did I not manage to do?

And my answer would be...

I simply did not manage to grow old.
And I did not manage to grow old with my wife.
Then... I would probably think, "it would have been nice to have seen a couple more places."
And that's about it.

It would be nice to have a bit more money for financial security. But it doesn't make me want to do anything else.
Which is a strange feeling.
And yet maybe, I don't know what I don't know. Maybe I would feel really happy if I were able to find a job/role which I really loved.
But I don't know about it. So I don't know what I'm missing. So I don't desire it yet.


*I'm currently overseas. So typing is kinda hard. I'll try my best to continue to post articles or short posts which I feel meaningful for the next 2 weeks.


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I think many people have noticed or may be interested in my/our portfolio.
But I don't write about it. 

Why? You may ask... it's supposed to be interesting right? 
I should write about it to share right? 

You see... to me, my portfolio is not important...
Why? Sounds ridiculous? How can by portfolio be not important?!?!

You see... Using my expense in March...

Let's look at just me. 
Cos putting my wife's numbers in just clouds the numbers cos of her work. 
Fixed expenses are $680 (rounded up) divide by 2 = $340
(can't be bothered to adjust for the difference in handphone bill)
Car is removed.
Discretionary expense is just the red portion divided by 2. 
$350 (rounded up) divide by 2 = $175
So my personal living expenses is around $515 per month.
I haven't counted my holidays and all that, maybe I need dental treatment, etc...
So let's just say I double this amount as a "sinking fund" to balance out the whole years worth of expense. 
So my living expenses is $515 x 12 = $6,120 per annum
And my holiday/other misc sudden expenses is $6,120 per annum. 

(Usually my holidays are $1,500 for 2 pax so total holiday expense for 1 pax in a year is around $3k, this leaves $3k for other misc expenses.
Read about my holiday frequency and how I view it here.

Ok so let's use $12,000 total, it's easier to calculate.
How should I sustain $12,000 in annual expenses?

1) $100,000 x 12% = $12,000
2) $250,000 x 4.8% = $12,000
3) $500,000 x 2.4% = $12,000
4) $1,000,000 x 1.2% = $12,000

So if I said I have $500,000 and make 5% on it, how does that help readers?
Or if I said I have $1,000,000 and make 2% on it? What difference does it make? 

Any AUM that can sustain my $12,000 a year expense will suffice.
(Although I think $12k is really overstating it...)

Everyone has their own feelings of what return they feel they obtain. 
Some people think they can get 10% per annum, others like 2% per annum in stable assets. 
Each one has his own sense of security and buffer required. 
Some people want $2,000,000 and 5% return and must be able to cover double the expense before they are willing to leave their job. 
Read about frugality for the sake of frugality here. 

For me, I feel I have a minimum state of survival. I need less than $12,000 per year and I feel I live a very rich life already. 
And for me, I would like to share this part, the idea that you can also live a very rich life without much money. 
No matter how much assets I have or don't have. 
If someone has $2,000,000 and still feels insecure about living a good life, knowing what assets I have won't give him any more security.

I also don't want people to think... Oh ERSG has $XXX worth of assets that's why he feels secure to leave his job. Or OH he has so little assets, I can't imagine he dares to leave his job with so little assets. 
This just distracts from what I would like to share. 
People tend to just look at the AUM and think... Oh if only I had... etc etc. 

To me, insecurity and AUM are very different things. 
Amount spent and a rich life are also very different. 
One can have a lot of money but still feel insecure, EVEN IF, he spends very little.
One can have little money but feel secure, BUT, he must also spend very little. (I'm closer to this example.)
One can have a rich life regardless of level of spending. It is what he/she fills his life with. Friends, family, worthy activities, being true to yourself, etc. 

If I told you I had $100,000, many would say that's not enough.
If I said I have $200,000 some would say I have enough, many still won't think it's enough.
If I said I have $500,000, more would said it is enough, but still many would think it's not enough.
If I said I have $1,000,000, many would say it's enough, but STILL a number would think it's insufficient. 

You see. Each of us already has our own magic number...
BUT, after hitting that magic number. Are you willing to pull the trigger? 
Or are you going to just make the magic number bigger just to delay things? 
This is what I would like to share. 
Read about the fear here.  

Or are you procrastinating cos you are comfortable? 
That's fine as well. Being comfortable is cool as well. 
It's just being aware of it and making a conscious decision instead of feeling unhappy about work and wondering what it's like to just leave without a job.
Read about living a life without regret here.

So you see... that's why I don't share my portfolio or talk about it. 
Cos it doesn't mean anything. Everything is within yourself. 
How happy you are with life, your securities, your insecurities, how much you feel you need, whether you are procrastinating, what you fill your life with... 
It's all about you. 
And even more so... I've come to realize that the portfolio is hardly the most important thing to make someone happy. Or leaving your job. 
Read about happiness is a decision here.
Some people are happy working, some people are happy working part time and get sufficient money but not a lot of money. Others are comfortable and just hang around in the job and just feeling contented but not necessarily happy. 

And all of these are all ok. 
So I tend to like to share all these other factors of life instead of talk about the portfolio. 
And leave the portfolio and investments to other bloggers, or in the readers own hands. 


*Hmm... or maybe my portfolio is too small and I don't want to share it or discuss it. Hahaha...
** This post is supposed to be posted on Monday cos I'm travelling and probably won't have time to write much. Unfortunately, I clicked post and Weebly doesn't allow me to unpost, so... Maybe Monday won't have a post, depends if I have time to write one. 


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